Mul on sinu käitumisest kõrini,,, see on kõik -.-

Üks tydruk.

Ühel ilusal päeval, lamas üks tydruk voodil ja mõtles. Ta mõtles ilmast, elust, perest, sõpradest, lilledest, kooolist, tulevikust, tüdrukutest, poistest, kurbusest, armastusest, kallistustest, musidest, hellusest ja milllest kõike veel. Aga eriti mõtles ta ühest ja ainsast, ühest väga erilisest ja kallist, ühest väga olulisest poisit tema elus. Poisist, kes tuli ta elllu just õigel hetkel. Hetkel, kui tydruku süda oli murtud, purustatud, inimese poolt, kes oli ta esimene armastus. Hetkel, mil ta hakkkas mõtlema surmale, mõtlema, millleks pingutada, millleks armastada. Millleks ? See poiss tuli, naersin, rääkis, kalllistas, hoidis,, ja mis peamine PARANDAS. Ta parandas tydrukut. Samm-sammul, tüdruk tundis jällle rõõõmu, tundis armastust, tundis elutahet, tundis midagi head. Samm-sammul ta sai üle poisist, kes ta lõhkus, samm-sammul ta suuutis näha päikest kolllasena, ja rohtu rohelisena, samm-sammul tundis ta lillelõhna lõhnana. See poiss tuli, võtis ja parandas ta südant, tükk-tükk haaval. See poiss oli noor, liiga noor, et mõista sellle tydruku elu, mõista seda mida ta tunneb ja mõtleb, mõista mida see tydruk otsib ja vajab. Sellega tegi ta haiget talle. Tydruk sai haiget jällle, ta hakkas mõtlema, kas nii jääbki olema. Et ta ei leia enda kõrvale kedagi, kes teda mõistaks, kes teda tahaks kogu hingega, kes teda hoiaks, kes teda täidaks täiusliku õnnega. Ja siis tydruk taipas, et ta ei vaja enda elllu poissi, kes armastaks teda ainult kui tydrukut, kelllega kooos ollla, vaid et ta vajab poissi, kes tahab temaga ollla, temaga nautida elurõõme ja kes armastaks igat tema kylge,, ka halbu. Ta vajab poissi, kes tuleks ja ütleks tallle igapäev ''ma armastan sind'', ma tahan üksnes sind ja sind,, mul on vaja sind oma ellu, ma tahan ärgata hommikul sinu kõrval ja tunda sinu hellaid huuli oma vastas, tahan viiia sind päikeseloojangut vaatama, tahan, et sa tunneks õnne, mida kogevad vähesed,, tahan, et sa ei peaks kunagi enam nutma kurbuse või valu pärast. Tydruk mõistis, et selllist poissi ta pole leidnud, aga ta on leidnud palju poisse, kes on tallle kohutavalt kallid ja tähtsad. Poisse, kes täidavad ta päeva rõõmu ja naeruga. kes annavad talle häid ja pikku kallistusi, kes teevad ta tugevamaks, ja tekitavad talle tunde, millepärast ta tahab minnd järgmisesse päeva ja tunda jälle nende poiste kallistusi. Lootes, et ta leiab kunagi kellegi erilise ja hea.

ütlevad kõik.

• I am in love with what we are, and not what we should be.
• The only thing standing between you and me is reality.
• No one person has the right to condemn you on how you repair your heart, because no one knows how much you're hurting.
• To me, your love is deeper than the ocean, and stronger than the wind.
• Your faith gives me strength to believe that we can love until the end of time.
• A guy can make you think he loves you, but he really doesn’t. A girl can make you think she doesn’t love you, when she really does.
• I don't know where I stand with you. All I know is every time I think of you all I want to do is be with you.
• Dreaming about the day when you'll wake up and find That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time.
• You deserve way better than what you settled for.
• There is nothing worse in the world than thinking you have a chance when you really don’t.
• You can’t love anyone that way more than once in your lifetime. It’s too hard and it hurts too much when it ends.
• Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.
• I believe that once you find “the one”, you’ll give them a hundred and one chances to get it right.
• You remind me exactly why I don't take risks.
• People should be able to love whoever they want, no matter what they believe. They should be able to live their life the way they want.
• Sometimes I just wish the world would stop and then everyone would disappear; except for you and me.
• I smile a lot these days, and everybody knows. Everybody knows it’s because of you, everybody knows except you.
• I could love you for my whole life. I just don’t want to anymore.
• I don't know what it is about you. Maybe the way nothing matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has.
• Don't ever make someone else your everything, because when they leave, you'll have nothing.
• Before you give up on someone, you've got to remember why you're still holding on.
• Just the thought of being with you tomorrow gives me the strength to go on today.
• There's that person that no matter how long it's been or how badly they've treated you, if they say they love you, you will say it back.
• I'm letting go. And that is a promise. But as I'm letting go, part of me is going with you.
• There's always the one person you'll never get over, no matter how long it's been.
• Sometimes you’ve got to stop and remember that you're not gonna live forever. Be young, think smart, stay true and just follow your heart.
• It's getting hard to be around you. There's so much I can't say.

pinge, väsimus, stress,, ei jaksa varsti enam . :/

Mõtteterad.

• It doesn’t really matter how many times you had let me down when I know at the end of the day, I'll still want you back.
• It’s not that I’m mad at you. I had just wished and hoped so hard that you could be the one thing I could finally count on.
• You can tell me a hundred times that you're sorry, and a thousand more that it won't happen again, but we both know the truth.
• It's not over. Now that I think about it, it never really began. But in my heart, it was so real.
• I guess I just have to accept the fact that you aren't the person that I once knew. And that we aren't the best friends we once were.
• You may find love where others don't, and that's okay. We all view love a little differently than everyone else.
• You can't just keep play with someone's feelings because you are unsure about your own.
• The first time you fall in love it changes your life and no matter how hard you try ... the feeling never goes away.
• I saw your name light up my phone; and I swear my heart started pounding.
• It's alright to lose your pride over something you love, but never lose something you love over your pride.
• I'm done. But I'm not giving up hope. Maybe one day we'll be together, but clearly this is not our time.
• I try to stop thinking about you, but it just makes me want you even more.
• You almost convinced me you were going to stick around, but everyone knows, almost doesn't count.
• Thanks, thanks for leaving me when I needed you most.
• You have no idea how hard it is to force myself to stop thinking about you, sometimes.
• I knew from the day we met, you'd be kind of hard to forget.
• You can't expect to find the right someone until you know who you are, what matters to you, and what makes your heart happy.
• Seeing you, but not saying anything, is heartbreaking.
• Sometimes when you give up on someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore but because you realize they don’t.
• I had to learn the hard way that some people walk into our lives and physically walk out, but they never really leave.
• We were once strangers, but soon we became friends. As time progressed, something happened. It was love growing between us.
• It is the absolute worst feeling when someone hurts you and they have no idea they're breaking your heart into a million pieces.
• You are the most beautiful and most terrible thing that’s ever happened to me, and you will always have my heart.
• I pushed you away because I knew that if you stayed, I could never turn you down.
• You've got someone here. Someone who wants to make it alright, someone who loves you more than life - RIGHT HERE.
• I’ve never fallen so hard for someone in such a short period of time. For some reason, when I’m with you, it all seems worth it.
• The more I spend time with you, the more I know the feelings aren't going away.
• Sometimes people play hard to get to make sure that the other person's feelings are real.
• Don’t let a few rips in your heart keep you from loving at all.
• Love is an understatement. They haven't made a word for what I feel for you.
• Just once I want my heart to lead me somewhere that there’s a chance of a happy ending.
• I don't want something perfect, I want something real. Something between the two of us, something we can feel.
• Remember to tell the people that you love them, because you never know when you are going to lose them or when they might lose you.
• Out of all the people in the world, I still want you.
• Maybe you're wrong for me, but baby you're all I need.
• I’m scared that I’m going to fall in love with you. You say things that make my heart beat so hard.
• It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on and too in love to let go.
• People think that if you love somebody hard enough, then everything is just going to work out. Well , people are wrong.
• What I like the most about you is that you can make me laugh , when nothing's even funny.
• I don't want to forget, but it's just too hard on me to keep remembering everything we had.
• I like you. People say I’ve got no taste, but I like you.
• This could be the end of everything so why don't we go somewhere only we know.
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